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August 29 POinting Middle- fingers... i thk of so long of whether wana text this post enot, at last, i decided to post it up....it's sort of like smth regards to my last post, fren..losers.. the lat few paragraph which is abt pointing middle fingers de... at fes, i apologise of creating so much of misunderstanding to all my fren.. [the pointing middle fingers i meant is tat truly wana challenge other ppl n look for fight one]... of coz, among frens, v always will point middle fingers at each other to take a joke, tease, play, or watelse... But, In fact... is i did smth reli does challenge others... somewhere around 2 weeks b4 this, after sch, i went library wif herng coz v wana revise for trial exam n AS exam is coming...meanwhile, i oso waiting for my gal, miao.... at fes, v decided to go the silent zone[2nd floor of library].. once v reached thr, v saw the discussion room was empty, so both of us juz walk in n do our works... [this few days, c saw a guy oso gone to silent zone, n his face is looks like one of our formal classmates, jimmy... n he is like stare at us everytime...] suddenly, here is the climax came!!!! the guy came silent zone again, he came frm the staircase to a table near discussion room....thn bcoz of my LC face, i stare at him, until he came to the table...thn he stare at me too...(f***ing LC).. without thinking, i straight away point him middle finger, thn he point back to me... wah?! i felt like being challenged lor.. at tis time, the guy like calling others or wat, thn herng ask me, u scare he call frens or gang or wat come n fight me enot?.. in my heart, i juz thking of, he sure will die if he ask other ppl come, thn i go to take my file, the guy UI me, thn ask me wat do i wan, thn i ask him the same question again lor, thn i dun bother him, i juz pulled his chair away n go to the locker take my file...after come up, herng told me tat the guy make calls after i go... is he calling ppl??haha....he thk i scare??haha.. thn 5 mins later, johnson call me, n claims tat the guy is his fren... haha...wat a joke?!the guy is his fren?!how small is this world?!thn keep asking me gif face to him to forgif tat guy...reli wat a joke....haha.. but after i told miao abt this, miao advised me, n i did realise...i did wrong d... i wont stare at ppl n wont stir up trouble again in taylors.... But, hope no ppl dare n come to touch me or miao lor... i am not a sick cats... tats all my real story, n apologise to whom felt guilty of pointing middle finger to me...haha...^^... Max Yap Wai kit reli changed ler...>< August 20 frens....losers..of coz, all of us nid frens, but thr will be some exceptional oso.. maybe some ppl thk their life will be definitely fine without frens....they enjoy theirs life alone very well, even though passing thru their whole life, without fren, withour family, without partners n lover... for me, surely i am not tat kind of ppl... i nid frens, but i admit i am the one who is very aggressive n impetuous..if i did displease anyone of u all,i now apologise sincerely to u guys... sorry abt tat.... maybe some ppl who duno me will thk tat i am very lc...but then tats the way i am....tats my life.. i been long way to this world for 19 years.. i knw frens....among them, i met different kind of ppl, fake fren, true fren, loser, stingy guy, Q 4 de..damn a lot lar....of coz... but then, this world only will be interesting when there are different kinds of ppl... everyone has the right to haf their own personalities...n some ppl r very stubborn, even though, they knew tat they did wrong, but they holding their so call principles very strong, n dun wish to apologise o wat.... overestimation... some ppl is build wif super strong confidence, in some cases, they might overestimated for themselves....someone who is full wif confidence is quite gd, but thn it should not be over...hehe... as frens, we must learned to tolerate others....to bear others behaviour.. v muz learn to accept others fault bcoz no one in this world is perfectly built.. nevertheless, every ppl is full wif their own egoism, so, quarrel n fight might be occured if someone does to challenge others egoism.... level of patience of everyone is not the exactly same,so, sometimes when we r making joke of others[ps: i only make joke of those fren who i thk they r my real fren], v muz not over a limit...everything should be till some kind of limit.... some ppl wil have some curious behaviour.... but we should not go n challenge them...let them enjoy their living style.... from a chinese phrase, JI SHUO BU YU, WU SHI YU REN.. means tat the thg tat we dun wish to happen on ourselves, thn we dun applying the things to others... this phrase reli helps a lot when v learn to be tolerated.. if we dun wish others to stare us, thn v should not stare others.. from my mentos, MS Jackie, she said tat: v will haf 2 choices everytime when things happen, one is to go away frm it, another is to get urself into it... this is right, v muz learn to control ourself, Eg: once others stare on us, we should smile n go away[i learning this, but in fact, i will stare him bak...so, i nid time, hehe....].. or we can stare them oso...but tats now the way... POINTING MIDDLE -FINGERS... miao told me abt tis oso, if v point middle finger at someone, they will feel like being challenged, then their ego will rise up, if they can bear it...they might unhappy bcoz of tis... then they will point u bak....so, war begin frm here..... so, wat for for us to point middle finger on someone?? v might be get hurted frm tis oso.. n pointing middle fingers is not considered as very cool wat?? so....v must learned to show tat v r educated ppl... pointing middle fingers is those action from someone who immature n uneducated...wat for for v dropping our status same wif them??if they point,n they feel happy wif it....let them go.... this wat i learning to control my egoism.... N all the statement above is just some of my thinking n feeling... [ps: no offence..] August 11 Labuk bay 2 days 1 nite tour....proudly organised by max n miao...fes of all, miao n me decided to organise a trip to labuk bay(proboscis monkey thr,mile 16,sdk) on the dec of 2008... this trip is open for all our S3A members... this is smth sort of like reunion of our former yy s3A members...will it be fine? date haven confirm yet... me n miao r going bak sdk on dec, n we will discuss it wif members frm s3A who will be available in sdk during that time span... i haf some respond frm john, ye shan, cms, ckb, clive.....all of us r quite optimistic in organising this trip successfully... this is the fes year of reunion party we had...i hope whoever in sdk during tat time can gif some support....thx a lot....^^ July 30 my birthday.....
firstly, thx for miao who is my phoenix gf n she gif me a cherised moment over all the time, n she gave me a touched n surprised birthday!!!she is the first gal who can make me touched n cry....hehe....thx a lot, zhi zhi... secondly, thx for my best frens, herng,ckb,kong....specially, i wana thx ckb..!he gave me wishes of different language, so damn lame lar....however i appreciate it....n herng, he coundown for me n called me....n one more fat-ass kong, he is the only one show middle finger to me when my birthday, u sux man, dude!!!=P thr r a lot of fren countdown for me[even my cousin](this the first time,since i gave birth, i now 19years old d)cham, so old only my fren countdown for me.....haha.... of coz, i nid to thx for my family,bro,sis,n oso parents...my cousin oso wished me had a good birthday.... i receive birthday msg frm takeshi,clive,belinda,tvy,frankie,shim,sau mai,ah sun jie,shan,cms,chok,yang wei,vince,lau fui,ah leong,matthew,regina,ai yei, n more more[mayb i forgot someone who did wish me, pls inform me,coz i cant rmb d]hehe, paiseh.. one more thing:ppl who wish me lately.....OJJ, min hui, gloria, lky n elaine.....haha...anyway thx oso....keke...i 19years old d, cham, not bok bok chui anymore.....haha...OJJ.....haiz..... June 24 sdk journey-partIIerm...after cut our hair, v go to take photo(i nid it to renew my international passport)..... I WAS SICK WITHIN THE FEW DAYS I STAY IN SANDAKAN.......wat's a pity.... thr is nth special in sdk lor, i wonder izzit the factort of having my half a year life in KL, i found out that my few days of vacation in sdk is damn bored!!! blackout(which i nid not to face it when i was in kl),bored living style.... afterwards i went to watch my nephew's badminton competiton, b4 this i took my SPM n UEC slip frm the office, n chit-chat wif some of my fornal teacher...wat a awesome!!!the building haven started to use yet!!!my conclusion:five years of the development in sandakan is equal to one year of developement in KL[juz a approximation, mayb this ratio will b greater or wat]....i saw my shadow at my nephew, the way he talk, he act, he play badminton same as me.....[oso very lc].....haha... tat's max style wat....lcly...hehe....short in all, there's nth special abt my sdk trip this time lor, i went nam choi bah kut teh,ocean king to eat my favourite food...i went yem cha wif vince them all, wif susu, chit-chat wif wu ying,lai mang, corn..... futsal: one more thing i want to share wif all blogger is tat i become even more noob!!!in kl, i nid not to run so much, coz all my teammates were good,they have brilliant skills,good mastermind, good thinking of tactics...wif them i can getting lazy n juz walk around, but i cant do this when i played futsal in sdk.... i went futsal wif ah hung, jack them.... our team:me,jack,ah hung,ah kwan, n ah kwong... our opponent:zhu ting yang, zhung han zhang, yang guo,liu rong yi, n shen guan hui.... our team nearly trashed by them, v beat them 6-5 by a last minute winning goal.... reli terrible, terrible n terrible...i never thk of this will happen on me especially when playing futsal in SANDAKAN!!!! however, just a friendly match....i must improved myself.... one more things to tell all of my fren: i dye my hair..... i dye it b4 i played futsal in kenny saloon(indah)... i found out that kenny is much more better thn vmix, of coz!the cost will b higher, cutting hair in kenny will cost rm23, while in vmix only rm20, i cutted my hair again in kenny, i pay rm85 for both colouring n cut.... thats all i wana share wif u all..... sdk journey...part Iwithout knowing, i had already came KL for several months.... i went back to sandakan for 7days(16/06/08--22/06/08).. at fes, the worst thing is tat the flight to sandakan delayed by 2 hours(frm 2pm to 4pm)!!!! OMG!!!!i was alone in airport n wat can i do in airport for this few hours???!!i walked around n take a short sight, luckily,the best of the worst is that, i saw johnson here!!!!my feeling was that GOD bless me, GOD arranged a person to accopmany me, so, i wont feel lonely.... both of us chit-chat for a while, thn afterwards, v decide to haf a break in COFFEE BEAN..... i arrived sdk around 7pm, thn my mum came n fetch me lor....i went home n tasted my mum's lovely cooking meal.... thn i chat wif yang wei in msn, so v decided to cut our hair on the following day,----->vmix... 2nd day(17/06/08) jerry n me had our breakfast in sheng yi(taman tyng),walaoeh!!!!the pi dan dumpling getting lesser, both of us only had one dumpling in our bowl.....wat a world?!~v muz thanks to our prime minister.....afterwards v had out hair cutted in vmiz, 20 bucks per head....haha, somemore is new stylist did it......==.... May 17 my decision.... after thking many times, i decided wat should i do.... my aim is foreign U, no local U for me... now wat i wana to do is, study hard hard hard hard for my alevels, n prove it to everybody! max can de!!!!^^ i wana finish my mechanical engineering as i could, if can!master oso!!! gambade, max yap wai kit!!!!! thx aik thor kor.... 16/05/08... after go sunway wif miao, i arrived home at 10pm.. thn cousin said go yem cha at 11pm..... i am quite frustated abt my future, coz i wana to go foreign U, but i feeling wana change my thinking n decision, after chatting wif Dr. Wong... but then, i told my cousin(aik thor kor) abt this... then he explained many thgs to me, he said that's not a problem, my gu zhang, my 4th uncle can help me, but me n my dad oso dun wan rely on others... thn he said, my dad can afford de...n now, tats no reason for me to worrying abt, the only thgs i can do now is study my alvl well.....n dun worry abt other thgs..... n he said: once u has interested in ur studies, try to find a good U which can provide a nice education n good instrumental studies for u..... he said: foreign U can provide all of this to me..... coz he came frm foreign U de..... i feel relax after chatting wif my cousin!!!!thx him very much...... May 15 local U or??i am frustated of choosing local U or overseas U this few days.... May 10 why max so stupid n sux?! i played futsal 2day(09/05/08) reli feel frustated n annoyed after i had my first time such a sux match in my life! i had only scored one goal 2day.... i remembered! the last time i play futsal is on the week after chinese new year... last time, i was the best in yy.. but now???i thk i will b the worst.. i injured my leg n n hand 2day!reli a terrible day o.... i wonder why such a socks cost will rm15 to buy it...thn will get a hole easily. n hurt my legs....reli damn! i muz try my best to find out my outstanding form again!!!! hope i can do it ASAP!!! skin specialist......10th may 08)because of my ugly, full of pimples face, i went for a check-up wif a skin specialist doctor, this is my fes time go for such "specialist" doctor.... it is located in taman united(behind pearl international hotel)... my cousin who was awarded as a Datuk brings me go thr tis morning around 1030am... once we arrived, v can go in to meet the doctor immediately, (is it the power n benefits of 'Datuk'?) according to the doctor, my skin became like tat, is because of the excess man hormones inside my body and induce the gland to produce oil, n makes the face become oily....so the doctor added again:ur face like tat not bcoz of u, n some ppl will oso like tat de... start frm now, i wana get rid of those oily food...coz habits of eating is oso one of the big factors who lead to pimples! late sleep oso will helps in grower of pimples, but wat can i do? in KL life, no ppl sleep early, n college life will make ppl mad de, it is full of stress...n once exam coming, v nid to burn midnite oil to revise, so? i will oso try to slp earlier... u knw how much it cost for me??? rm175!!!! wah?! the most expensive doctor i had ever c... cham..... wana go n c him after 10 days again;....hehe....according to him, i will get my face bak as handsome as b4 after 3 months, so, juz wait n c lor!!!! so, i will become handsome as b4 after 3 months..(so vain ler...) haha..... May 07 ss2 ss2 is a famous place at Kl, i thk....i juz knew it when i came kl, ss2 located at petaling jaya/pj... ss2 crowded wif many ppl no matter wat time.... coz it is the most famous place n advanced place at PJ(i thk)... u will face traffic jam once u get inside thr... but i quite like it although its traffic reli terrible... i like those bunglo shop-lot... their design reli very nice.... if got chance, u all can go n c.... but i din capture any pic down o....haha.... unluckiness!!! i wana to write this blog for a whole time, but starting to get lazy ler... on the end of april, i exprience 2 nites of nightmares, reli terrible which i never experienced such kinds of nightmares b4... reli bad luck o... i had had my first time banging other car wif my fren, max. when i turn into the junction, i din look in front but keep chatting wif max, once i turn in front, i found out the car in front of me braked. thn i brake oso lor, but cant hurry! my saga kiss another saga's butt....haha reli petrified! i never experience car accident b4.... once i saw the driver get down of his car, i quickly rush down n take a look on both os our car. luckily, his car din get hurt. juz got a bit my car's paint on it... i knew tis time is my fault, so i dint argue wif him n keep apologise lor... thwn he asked me, now how? i starting to act n take a look on my car.....n ignore him oso luckily he dun ask for any paid for his car. thn he gets into his car n went off lor.... one more thgs is tat, max's face completely white!!!!!he is being frightened! but, after tat both of us joking lor.... after all, at nite, i sent miao bak her ridzuan apartment, i bang a post oso!!!!very unlucky, since the post is being cutted, so my car stuck on it....cant move at all.... luckily, i thking of turning my steering....luckily!!!!my car get out from the post ler... maybe this is wat called 不幸中的大幸!!!! the first worst day in my life!!! April 26 whack ppl??? erm.....bcoz of smth, yesterday(25th of april).. i reli felt wana whack a gal(but i din do so)... as usual, my style is tat i wont whack gal de... coz i thk tat who whack gal reli a loser... i admit tat i am a quite stubborn person n i am someone who full wif pride...... i whacked my class representative last time here(inside taylors) coz i hate ppl who blackmail me... as i promised miao tat i wont whack ppl ler..... i will try to ful-fill my promise... if i had make someone feeling annoying abt me, sorry.... i knew i did so much b4... but my style is: i wont care others' thinking who is not important for me.... but i will try to change now.... richness???poverty?? pauline said tat i envy her rich.. muz thx her....coz she make me haf some comments n feelings abt wat she said... n i wrote tis blog, haha...... i was borned at hospital thong sin(KL)... my dad was a samseng last time.. thn bcoz of this...his sister forced him to go sabah work... thn i have had my childhood in sabah for 18 years... erm my dad working for his sis's husband in sabah.... therefore, i lived in a standard family(not rich or poor).. v had simple life that i reli appreciate it so much.... now i studying in taylors university college main campus, subang jaya... i having CAL(cambrige alevel)course now...which the tuiton fees quite exp now.... almost 8k per semester....total 3 semester... my dad save a lot to support my studies now...(coz he is not a boss, juz a worker) i driving a proton saga which is older than me now(the car of my uncle's company).. erm...then got one day, i told my dad tat i xiong buy a mazda rx-8... thn my dad explain a lot to me, n awake me..... i reli got a bit feel tat i am "bai ga zai"... coz my dad save a lot for us.... i haf n-95, ipod classic 80gb....somemore n more.... but i still not satisfy....ask for rx-8 somemore... thn my dad said: "not i cant afford to buy rx-8 for u.... is tat i dun wan u rely on me so much... other ppl rich is their own problem.. if u drive a rx-8, others' conclusions is only tat wakao, tis guy so rich!!(but all his money is his dad one)... if one ppl reli success, is he success by his own hand n his own efford!!! i reli awake after my dad told me all of tis!!!i admit tat i not rich enuff.... but i am not such kind of dog....n wana to envy ppl's richness... smth needs to b added is tat: my gandmum n grandpa died b4 i was born...they had 12 kids(6 sons n 6 daughters), coz of their living standard not quite high last time, thn they din pass anythg to my dad, my dad achieved all thgs by his own!!!DAD, u r the best!i love u!! although thr a many rich guys who achieved their success by getting theirs parents' business or fortune.... but i totally wont envy of them.... keke.... now i haf a belief tat is "v will only appreciate thgs tat v achieved by ourselves..thn i will try to get a success by my own effort...n having a nice life wif miao next time..." actually i oso quite rich now among my frens.....haha...== ps: one more thg!! thx my good fren, ah herng... he told me smth again.... he said tat no nid bother pauline... coz v come here is to study de....thx a lot...herng... April 25 backstepper......among s3a fren....haiz....thr is a sux backstabber in our class..... ps: thx to yong wai April 22 here i come...ckb!!ckb!!!here i come....i going to blogspot soon'!!!create liao.....but haven write yet....haha.... April 17 38?....i found out smth tis few days.....
i found out reli many of 38 ppl in tis world(my class oso,s3a classes)
erm....my gd fren(A) told my other fren(B) abt my things without inform me or letting me know.....
but then...is my another fren(C) told me tat my good fren(A) spread my thgs...when i knew this, i reli annoyed..
n i scold the biggest rude words to my gd fren(A), without checking who spread it...thn A scold me bak n ask me go check fes b4 scolding...
but then i go check it, i ask B abt it, n B told me is A told her.....i reli frustated....thn A act like nothing n told me tat many other class de ppl knew it..
walaoeh!!!!!as my gd fren, A shldnt do tat!!!!
even though many other class de fren knew it, he oso cant spread de mah....
if B is A's lover, then i wont mind A told B my thgs....but B was not!!!!
mayb A thought tat anyone is spreading my thgs, then he spread it oso, n it's ok for me...but, it's NOT!!!!!
as my gd fren, A shld not spread my thgs like other did it....A shld more understanding me....haiz....haf a feel tat which i betray by A
April 15 english premier leaugue.MU rox......Mu beat arsenal by 2-1 in the saturday crash.....
in fact, EPL refree reli sux.....adebayor's goal is totally handball but refree din c it at all....
reli poor decision(TATS WHY RONALDO WISH TO GO SPANISH LIGA)once the refree standard din change at all, EPL will bcum the worst leaugue in the world, even though how good their team r..... |
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